How about a sincere view for once...lol!

Sincere


You were my best friend,
But I thought you weren't sincere,
Eventhough I thought I knew you so well,
But I doubted you when the moment arised.

I wonder if you will ever forgive me,
For the gnawing hole I left,
I hope you will forgive me,
Because I so badly want to trust you again.

I know I was mean,
To tear a hole in your heart,
I knew I was evil,
By the way your eyes shun.

You ignored me after that,
And the ice was so cool,
I couldn't find a way,
To sew up the mess I made.

What can I do to make you forgive me,
For being cautious and a little fickle,
How can you forgive me,
For the pain I left you with.

I know I was a pain,
The way I kept worrying,
But I did that cause I love you,
Let me know if it is too much.

I hate the fact that we are fighting,
But fighting comes now and then,
I guess if we don't fight,
Then we might not be friends.

Fighting strengthens the bond of two people,
As you get to understand each other more,
The understanding helps to ease,
The stress caused recently.

But fighting still tears me apart,
Because I hated the way you cried,
The sound of your tears made my heart long to comfort you,
But the feeling of knowing that I was wrong,
Kept me at bay.

I am sorry I was selfish,
If you'd give me a chance I would change,
But change won't come easy,
Cause I hate changing.

But if it comes to that,
Change I will,
Cause in friendship someone must sacrifice,
And that will be me.

Cause I want to amend,
The mess I caused,
I couldn't find a way,
So sacrifice I will.

Eventhough it may be hard,
But I will give it a good shot,
Cause if I can't manage to heal the hole I caused,
I must as well not be your friend.

I guess you would be leaving now,
As you hate me more than words,
Because of the pain I caused you,
And I know I can't mend it,
For I might make it worse.

So this comes from the heart,
Sometimes I may fight with you,
For people misunderstand,
It is only considered human,
For you and me.

So forgive me but don't forget,
Cause I want to be reminded not to do it again,
I never want to hurt you,
Cause you never hurt me,
I will protect you and be

A better friend,
A sincere friend,
It will shine through my eyes,
Cause...I love you.

For every single one of my friends, who I have misunderstood in the past. I hope the gnawing pain I caused may have healed somehow. I hope you found someone better. Cause everyday I tell myself, I don't deserve you at all. :)