Foolishness+Anger=A nasty concoction

I can't believe how gullible I am to his charms, not XX, another GUY. Urgh, don't worry I am straight, not les yet. Lol! ^.^ I mean, forever also I won't les lar... Roopa, pleasseeeee, I am straight, and proud of it! :) Lol. So back to the topic at hand. Since I am a love counseller, or a so called one. lol. This would be my first say in this whole 'love' matter... Okay first, how to identify a crush or a spiralling tingling sizzling smoking hot Lov3?! Simple. Okay here is how you identify them, there are only two steps if it is a crush:

1. You very perasan and think the guy you like is dreaming of you when he talks to you. And you always infatuate over him/her. You are always thinking bout him/her. You have sudden tugs of love when you see him, and you start thinking of, believe me or not...the most appropriate action to this is to yell out "fuck!" Marriage and Sex! :D Impossible huh? But believe me...it is true.
2. You hallucinate unappropriately when the guy makes eye contact with you, you tend to hold your breathe when he/she is around. You laugh at his most stupidest jokes, and you tend to space out when talking to him/her, that is, if you ever manage to talk!!!! xD

Okay, next how to identify true love.

1. He/she tends to smile and crack jokes around you a lot and tends to shyly smile if he/she can't say anything. Tends to laugh at your most silliest jokes and sometimes tries to make skin contact with you (watch out gals!!!!! :D)! lol. Tends to hug you a lot. Okay the second one is going to shock you a lot.
2. True love can't be known. Your true love will spring at you when you least expect it. You won't expect it because it was so unexpected! Lol. :) So........true love can be in the form of friendship, not fried chicken!, hanging out with each other often or even, in the form of an invisible shadowy friend, that you didn't take notice! ;) That is why love is so interesting, yet heartbreaking at times. But you still like love...don't you? Lol! ;)

xoxo sweethearts! ;)
Till then, love good and happy Deepavali! :D

..Simply Lovely(lol)..

I am dedicating this song to you, Mun and also whoever thinks they are Ultra Special. Mun you asked for this. And I give it to you! Enjoy sweetheart. Happy dreams and to XX my crush for you is still strong. Lol. Enjoy!

Simply Lovely

(remember dedications to all my friends and all the guys who are special)

You light up my days,
Like a falling star,
That dropped from the sky,
I see your face in my eye,
And I cry,cry, cry,
How could lose a friend like you?
A friend who held me through,
Did you ever know my heart is with you,
So take care my friend,
Take care of my heart, take care of yourself,
Take it all away..

Chorus

take it, take my heart away,
take it, take my life away,
take it, take me away,
to the heaven that you belong,
take me, take me, take me, away...
I love you i love you,
That's why because you are simply lovely.

End chorus

Hold my hand, cover my eyes,
For you are my shield, my protector,
So take me away, with your special ways,
You are my hero,
My angel, my sweetheart,
I love you forever, my wonderful friend,
Eventhough you may hurt me,
I will always be there,
Forever and ever, coz I love you,
More than words can say.

Chorus

So what if you dig your nose,
And your butt as well?
If you are nice,
And kind as one may tell,
You are my friend,
So I won't label you readily,
For a friend like you is hard to find,
Like a diamond that shines,
So tell me what your secret is,
For I also want to be like this,
I love you my friend,
My hero, My protector, My best Friend.

chorus

Slipping memories, becomes harder to bear..

it is hard not to keep on picturing 'him' inside my head. There is still some twitching feelings for him in my heart but not as strong as before. My mood level is currently down Lowwwwww I miss him...I miss him a lot. But time isn't helping much to heal that open wound that keeps gnawing at me, begging me to heal it with antiseptic but tell me, who ever heard of heart antiseptics?!!!! Never right... So...Looks like my wound will forever be open wide..:'( Everytime I go somewhere I see him.. only him. His face is always in my memory box, waiting to pounce at me. Are dreams a sanctuary? If so, I can't wait to close my eyes forever and never open them again...

life's hard.................................:) But I think I can survive.... :) :) :)))))))))))))))) Lol. ciao till thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.............................

Okay, about me lar..

I know lately I have been dedicating my post about Him only so now I write about M3!!! Lol. I am Jade Tan Cui Ting, your average sweetheart from the blocks. Lol. I love to crack up jokes and I always shock sendiri...or so my friends say lar. Lol. I really love to shock sendiri!! That's how I pass time. Lol. Laughing. going hee hee heee heee heee heee heee heee heee heeeee heeeeee heeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeee all day long. lol. So here's a picture of me! Only me, don't worry..maybe I should post a hacked up picture of XX. Maybe it will make me forget about him...make me think less of him...oh gosh...I miss him so much...:') A lot of my good friends tell me to forget him but here's the deal: It is not easy! C'mon!!! I was his gf for five months! Hello!!!! Everything I see I see him! It is not like I don't want to forget him! I do...I really really do! It is just soooo hard...

P.S.: I should have posted me crying. It would have been more suitable. Lol. :p Sweat lar... =.= anyway. Till then ..lol. I am growing my hair, I will keep on taking pictures of the progress, it helps to boost my confidence level! Lol..........

A dedication to all those who touched my life

You Touch My Life

Your gentle hands caress fingers, softly,

I hear your name in the darkness calling out for me,

I see your face darkness,

I only wish it was calling out to me,

(chorus)

I see angels and protectors,

Covering me,

But I never knew how could touch me,

You touched like a flower that keeps blooming,

You'll love me eventhough I don't see.

So you touch my life like gentle wind,

A wind I will forget although passes again.

(end chorus)

So although the wind blow faster,

I will always your face in my dreams,

Although time seperate us and thins our bonds,

You'll always be my angel, my sweet protector,

I will never ever forget you eventhough I try,

Cause you touched my life like an evening dew,

Begging me to play,

I love you I love you, I always will,

Because you touched my life, more than anything can do..

(chorus)
(end chorus)

This song dedication is specially for all my BEST BUDS!!! <3>Nick, Mich and Mun....