Part 3 >.<: I hate you, you hate me

You know what? Suddenly I don't know which title sounds more like crap. The part 2 wan or this wan...bleckk. I hate you, you hate me. hahaha. =D don't perasan it is you yaaa. I maybe hate you only mahhh, if that is a reassurance. Okay suddenly I feel like telling ppl what I had for lunch! Okay...i am freaking myself out! Eeek! Okay if those ppl sooo concerned about me. (thank you!! ILY!!! ^^) I DID NOT have old taufoo! >.< I had nooddddlllesss, completely harmless and tasty to eat. Unless you count the fact that if you eat too much of it, you can become BALD like my uncle. Not counting the hair below and under the arms yaa.. So...skipping that...disgusting...highly offensive bunch of hair that grows under there...(I wonder how my auntie sleeps with him, his underarms must have smelt like poo! Phhh-eeeewww) Okay before I ramble to much. I will continue. So backpedalling towards the highly-not-so-offensive-mee-unless-you-count-smelly-underarms thing... So my father finished eating noodles already lar. Then he saw the highly-offensive-sausage AKA the-thing-that-was-called-delicious-intestines, and he burst a serious vein! He was like a firecracker going pop-a-doodles. He started jumping about like a jack-in-the-box and he started scolding himself! ^^ Yeah, he reaalllllyyy did! I was like rolling my eyes at his ridiculousness and he just continued scolding himself or rather talking to himself. Eeepss! >.<>

Okay okay, fine. Stop grumbling. I will start now!!! Okay?! Drummm roollllzzz people for myyyyy fantasssstiiicccc idddeeeeaaa! Hahaahaahahahaha(perasantedddd againnnn)

Could you have been more obvious already? ♥

Weiqi sighed and looked right ahead and went on talking to Kim. It was obvious she didn't want to be afflicted by my dangerous disease spreading virus AKA the-gila-woman-syndrome. I grinned and took the book back home much to Mich's disapproval. "Okay lar. I tell you lar." I said reluctantly my faced turned into a funny kind of grimace which clearly said "if you hate me, just say lar". She sceptically listened as I told her my idea which was to write some kind of stupid oath on not keeping your secrets about TD to yourself but to tell it if you have a secret that concerns everyone. Mich nodded and smiled devilishly. "How are you going to do that urm..oath thing then?" I sighed and looked at her with my sadddd puppy dog eyes. "How do you think I can do it?" I asked her solemnly. She laughed and just continued writing the exercise before Priyaah could see we were both slacking wayyy below her superior so called pro standards. The day went pass as usual with me hackling at the class bum Leland and tackling my friends for our usual gab fest gossip sessions during recess and all the rest. But throughout the day no matter how I put it. I could still see that Mun and Saj were keeping something away from us. It was perfectly obvious. It was like someone stamped the word SECRETS across their foreheads! En also seemed quite secretive towards me and Mich and our gab fest sessions were seriously tense, well, I know I am being paranoid here but I somehow knew that secret was about me, not mich, but ME. So I confronted them about it right after recess. Saj and Mun were talking silently in low tones together which made the green creature that had grown so fast over the hour growl ferociously at both of them. Roop was quite perasan and thought that angry look I had on my face was meant for her! She scuttled away much to my amusement.

I reminisced the times when Saj and Mun and Me usually talked in threesomes about the perv stuffs. It always made me laugh and talk more freely and also bond more closely with my friends. My friends were my boulder. If a storm would come, I could still see them a mile away (I guess...) It hurt me so deeply when I saw them gabbing together without me at the table that they were sharing. I wanted to just pounce on them and straightaway blurt out "Tell me your secret now!" and knowing full well about my thin resistance, that was the thing I could do very easily in fact. I felt emotionally drained from all my pores. The day had already started bad enough with XX ignoring me at school for one of his mere crap excuses. And the painful realisation that they were both keeping a secret that was about me and were making it so damn freaking obvious! If they weren't so obvious it would be fineeee... but how do you explain their sudden adrupt attitude when I reached their table and smiled brightly at them, and they instantly fell silent and spoke more loudly, pretending that they had been talking about that so called topic for a verrryyy long time. Yeah, right! My face turned sulky and I looked immediately like a spoiled child. I wanted my friends to listen about my problems with XX not mock me with their so called secret! It hurt so deep. till now I can still feel the pain that secret had caused. I am sure mich can still feel it too.

"so...what you guys talking about?" attempting a thin attempt at bravado. It obviously didn't work. Mun grew nervous and so did Saj, Saj was more nervous than Mun which made me certain that Saj was the one who told Mun the secret, obviously about me. Saj started babbling nonsense and I smiled a little for her nonsense were so easily seen through for a normal person like me to see. It was quite obvious she was stuttering for an excuse. Mun managed to save the day by talking to me about XX. I saw through her whole ploy..."Urm...we were talking about You!! yeah...about you and XX!" I arched one eyebrow up and tactfully lied to them, putting on the Guilt Act number 1. "I broke up with him remember? You two were too busy yabbing here to notice." I said thickly, laying on the guilt act pretty fast. I think i was a pretty good liar considering the fact of the guilty look on Saj and Mun's faces. Smirking at Mich, I hopped back to her with a satisfied feeling but also a deep sadness as I continued my facade. I hated lying to my friends, but my unconcious thought was, if they could lie to me, can't I lie to them?

That was a wrong thing to think much less say it out. But the anger in me was overwhelming and I just wanted to vent out my feelings on someone. And who may that someone be? Roop of course! That was how I became closer to roop. And till this day, I have Saj and Mun to Thank for that! ^^ ILY.... Happy Holidayyyysss! (I think that wish came too late? hee hee hee) =D ☺