Freakin bored!!!>.<

I am feeling a little green today. I am not SICK okay. I am just....green. Tomorrow was and I emphasis greatly on the word WAS going to be the BEST day of my life hanging out with all my BBFFs! And then bang bang boom, I had to go somewhere and NO FUCKING TRANSPORT! That so suxxxx......I was so freakin happy when I thought of skating this weekend. For saturday(that saturday only) was the ONLY saturday that I HAVE NO TUITION! It is so F*ck. URGH! I am damn pissed right now. But since I haven't updated in like aeons, so i want to update on my hectic life. I feel suckish. My mood is downright angry right now. And girls, I dun care what you say! I am GOING TO ARRANGE ANOTHER SKATING TRIPPPPP!!!! :)


Okay instead of being so pissed and angry, how bout being a bubbly person again?! Okay there is this anoymous best bud of mine I dedicate this too!

When You Were Gone

When you were gone,
It felt like there was a burning pain in me,
That wouldn't fade,
The pain began when you left me alone.

I was standing in the rain,
As the coldness numbed me,
But did I feel anything?
Nah, only that burning pain.

I hate the way you left me,
Without an explaination or a goodbye,
I hated the way you left me,
Without a single tear from your eye.

Eventhough I hate the fact that you left me,
I wish that you would come back,
Because I need you by my side,
Because you are a part of me.

When you left my life became a spiral,
A helpless tunnel that twirled,
So dangerous to grope,
And more dangerous to hang on.

Now that you are gone,
I could just slit my wrist and slowly die,
I wouldn't mind,
For the despair inside is overwhelming me.

I hate you now for leaving me without notice,
But maybe you knew I wouldn't let you go,
But couldn't I hug you for one more time?
And let me treasure your memories forever.

I hate myself for forgetting how you looked like now,
Because I plunge myself into endless fantasies,
I forget your face,
And the pain fades.

Little by little,
I began to notice your presence in my life,
It is now more pronounced than ever,
But surprisingly the pain has left.

A hole in my heart has that burn created,
A hole that can never patch up,
Until you appear back into my life,
And stick me back up again.

Don't mind me,
For I am dying,
Without your friendship,
I feel like I am sinking.

That is why love is so painful,
Like an hot iron,
But I still want Love,
For all the pain.

I see the pictures on the wall,
And now I tear them down,
And I started to cry,
And the pain inside all left me.

My eyes watered,
And my nose sniffled,
The pictures were all scattered around the floor,
And now I can stuff them into the dustbin.

I take the pictures and threw them in the dustbin,
And I watched as the truck took it away,
Suddenly it began to dawn on me,
That the memories of us were slipping away.

My eyes suddenly snapped awake,
And my pose became frigid and alert,
As I chase the truck,
Around the turf.

Till now I am still chasing that truck,
In hope to get back my memories,
eventhough how hurtful they may be,
they still are memories of you and me.

Hey! I sort of like this poem! :D Lol! It is nice, isn't it????? LOL!...hee hee hee....see i damn hyper now.....nite nite ppl!