Saturday, September 27, 2008

XX, it is completely OVER..

Don't think I am a drama queen okay?! I definitely 100% HATE him, okay? So what. He may wanna be my promdate well, I don't give a damn! Okay I know he likes a girl called Jocelyn. Anyway I have a new bf in tow I think, so I was like so what all over again. Lol. It came out of the blue actually. Suddenly, I knew he liked Jocelyn and I was like "oh..okay..nevermind." I just shed one tear! Only one! And it came out because I forced the tear too. Lol again. But I still got my playful, playboy, Chris or rather Qiang, to help me out. Haha! Okay so...I know you all will be thinking why suddenly I have no absolute feelings over XX. It was just like I never ever liked him before. Sweat right? I guess that what love does to you...makes you sort of muddled and confused....Love....oh...stupid wretched love...

Love

In a flicker of an eyelid,
I felt a trigger in my heart,
A trigger that ignited the fire deep down inside,
A fire that burned for the first thing called, love.

I was a foolish naive person,
And my eyes were clouded with desperation,
My lips spit out saliva,
And I hunger for your warmth.

But is this love I call?
Or a destined approach to a dangerous path?
Love is a sweet wonderful thing not a feeling of need and lust,
I am sure this is not love I am feeling just a shadow of desire.

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