Shadow Life( for you, you, you and you know what? YOU!)

Shadow Life.. a sweet song by me of course! I will sing the rhythm in school 4 u guys if you like it!

Darkness hides my sadness,
My gloomy gloomy days,
My eyes cloud in fear as I though of the day ahead,
How I wish the pain could end.

Even just for one day,
I wouldn't mind being able to fly,
Feeling the breeze on my face,
Instead of the dark shadows clouding me.

How I wish I could escape all this and just disappear one day,
With no one following me at all,
How I wish I knew how it was like to be free like a bird,
Instead being trapped in my shadow or darkness.

Do you remember the sweet songs of childhood?
Where rhymes flow as sweetly as a caramel stud,
As my eyes well up
And my mind wanders,

I just wanted to let you know,
I love you..I just love you like hell,
But I know you don't know cause I am invisible, only to you,
Cause I am just a friend, a helping hand not more than that.

If you only knew how much I fell for you,
I wondered what you would say?
Would I still be a shadow from yesterday?
Or yesterday's stale coffee, left in the heat?

I fear rejection,
I fear death,
I fear coldness,
I fear you left.

My tears evaporates the moment you come,
And everything falls into place,
Even yesterday's newspaper comes again,
The whole world is chaos since you came back into my life.

So just admit it,
Am I a shadow?
Am I an idiot?
Or am I just invisible?

I knew I am just a shadow,
A shadow,
A shadow,
A shadow from your life.

If you were to pluck a page of my life,
You would know how much I am hurting inside,
It hurts not to say,
What is happening all over again..