I am in a solid down mood. Urgh. All my friends had a super big fight and now we are looking sideways at each other. urgh again. Two of my good friends who inspire me to be ever good and my enthusiastic loving self is now happy since I made my BFF cry. I was half happy and half disgruntled. Even sweet old Cherry went back early. She didn't stay to hear my problems. I guess sweet old usual happy-go-lucky Nick saw through my whole ploy of itchy eyes. Congrats to you Nick, I didn't manage to fool you.
Even my sweet old XX ignored me like hell at tuition today and preferred to masterbait his friend instead of talking to me. Even as moody as I am, I am going to dedicate a song to all my broken up friendships with my friends. I call it...
A horrible friday
I had a fight,
It didn't end well and my eyes turned light,
My body floated and my eyes weeped,
Tears of sorrow, tears of loss
That is why today is a, horrible Friday,
My friends and I were secretive before,
Now was just the last straw,
It happened today it happened now.
That is why today is my horrible Friday,
I tried to say my point and the words came out wrong,
I was blind and I was wrong,
How I wished I could set things right and see it her way,
And hopefully we will be friends again,
Fights come in and out like winter and autumn,
But then again friendship doesn't hit rock bottom,
I hope my words didn't tear your heart
Like how you tore mine.
I didn't mean to make you feel this way,
I was clouded and hurt at that day,
I hope you forgive me and just call today, a horrible Friday.
I will listen more carefully next time, if there will ever be,
A next time for you and me,
I love you Saj and Mun and I always will,
I am prepared to call today just another horrible Friday.
Let your hate for me build up like a wall,
For I will never forget my fall,
The words "I will think" that described our crumbling friendship,
Ousted my courage and my will to flip.
My anger is gone and so are yours,
I am ready to forget my faults,
If you and I can sort this out together,
I am prepared to call today, just a horrible Friday.
This is dedicated to Saj and Siew Mun and hopefully our friendship will remain the same. This poem or song I dedicate to both of you as well as Qi En who muddled in our fight too. I love you and I always will. xoxo. Jade
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